I would hit you up and see how you’re doing but then this cute little thing happens when I come to my senses and realize WHY FUCKING BOTHER?
What’s the point if you don’t even look forward to speak to me? Or even show any enthusiasm when you talk to me? I won’t talk to someone who doesn’t genuinely feel like talking to me or talks to me just because they don’t want to be rude.

Maybe it is better this way.