Looks like I’ll never be rid of you
I can move on. I can meet other people and experience new things. But for some reason you still manage to stay with me. We can be miles apart but I still carry you inside me. I genuinely do miss you and I want you as my friend but how I can do that if my brain wants to play head games with me. It’s what my heart wants but my head tells me not to. You may not want anything to do with me but I still feel like giving ourselves a shot as friends because I do care about you.
Regardless of what answer I get, I don’t want to go through with life wondering “what if I actually hit him up? What are we like as friends?”
Maybe now I can finally put it all behind me.